If it's for me, it's for me

I've been saying this over and over again for the last week. The GSE interview is over and done with, I've got the unofficial results and it's a bit short from what we've expected. Still we thanked God. Medyo nakukulitan yata siya sa amin kasi pagpasok pa lang namin sa simbahan, ang bungad niya "Napapadalas kayo ah."

Napakamot na lang ako ng ulo.. Inamin kong kinapos ako ng pagtitiwala. Nagkamali ako. I know it would not be easier the second time around, in fact it would be a lot harder. But it's worth the wait. If I have to prove it over and over again until the day it becomes a reality, I'll do it.

If it's for me, it's for me. Nothing is impossible. I know that now. I just have to believe.