What kind of person am I?

Am I the kind of person who makes things happen?

Am I the kind of person who watch things happen?

Am I the kind of person who ask, what happened?

This morning, these are the questions which I wanted to reflect on.

I had a troubled night. Even before I tucked myself in to bed I experienced chest pains. Quite normal for me. But I had a hard time sleeping.

A text message shocked the hell out of me. I sat in my bed and cried.

What kind of person am I?

This I have to reflect on. For now, let me drive. I need to clear things out of my head. Where am I going? I don't know. I just need to drive.